Life.happiness.love.hatred.gloom.death

MASH GAME!!!

It was down to Matsuyama and Ryo… unfortunately… matsuyama won xDD but it’s ok… i wanted ryo though… xDD
funny result… a very unhappy future.. xDD

It says that, I will marry Kenichi Matusyama… after our wild honey moon we will end up having and living in an apartment in cebu…

We will only have one kid… xDD sad..

a black picanto car will be our ride…

and we will live happily as i work as a model…

uwatatits xDD

*if you don’t know who kenichi matsuyama is… he is the one who played L in death note live action… ^^

Ang aking napaka habang post tungkol sa lasa ng tuyo ay hindi nasave…

ang hirap gumawa ng siyang ganun kahabang post tapos di lang masesave?

kailan ako gagawa uli ng ganon?

napakasaya pa naman ng aking post tungkol sa dried fish!

ang katotohanan ngay totoong experiment ito sa lasa ng bulad…

tapos anong mangayayari? di masesave!!!

jackesss!!!!

Unrequited Love

I still have full control over myself

But after seeing you, I was spellbound.

Bewitched by the fact that you are near me

Dreaming that at least you’ll come to know me.

You pierced through my chest made anxious by love

Or is this just stern infatuation?

I won’t go against this wind, I’ll pursue.

I won’t heed, for this meaningless mind’s eye

Is filled with thoughts of you. Now, I’m fulfilled

By my constantly brimming passions.

This is what I want, getting hurt is fine.

If I receive rejection, I will fret…

But smile for me, for glee may still come. Then

I’ll erase yet rewrite this hollow dream.

end

when will there be a sturday when we don’t have to do anything?

blog posting, seems to have no abolute use to me this school year… maybe there will be, but i’m not yet emotional. I don’t want to be, i want to stay happy. Frankly in my situation, no one can be happy… I’m even lucky only having 13 scars , you know what i mean, i think.

Actualy, i don’t know what i;m saing anymore, if you see me… That’s not me…
right now, i’m brken, more broken than those dramatic people sying. " i love you please dnt leave me."

Ghad!, anyway… this is just a randomization…
there such word? xD

this is a nomal blog post on a normal day… bt this won’t be about the day… this is about the week before this day…

it’s te week before the fiest of Sr. Sto Nino tacloban. Therefore, there is the need of many kinds of things in the city. I only participated in one, but with this, i turned out to be an inconsiderate being of evil… i won’t tell th details… but i guess you could say that. And to many people that i might have treated that way, I’m so Sorry… I’m real sorry for what i might have done… Maybe you might think my Ego went to big… For no reason at all… I’m so sorry, whoever hates me.. hate me alone, don’t hate xtian too… please… I’m so sorry… I’m not saying sorry because I aready know what I did to you people… i’m saying this because of realization… Please forgive me, and stop hating me for reasons i might not know… and if you would still continue hating me, don’t hate christian as well… I know I’m being very redundunt, but i cannot do anything else. I cannot curse somebody to hell if I don’t know who he/she is, I cannot write the person in the death note either, for short, I really can’t apologize for sins beyond my knowledge. So I’m begging, anyone who ates me, please, settle all your hatred with me, please…

thank you…
Rana

it’s done, the first week of classes is over… and another week is about to aproach…

The first week was boring, and we needed to rehearse for the orrientation of the school… Is it that significant? or is this jus another way to celebrate mediocrity? I’ sickof all this… it makes metired in a sense that we did not even finish the whole dance. how are we going to present that way?

it is quite boring to read about something like this, it’s too shallow…

wat else am I supposed to say? tel me? the fact that a person just tok revenge on me on  matter that h did not get at all? no way…
All i know is that I won’t let him touch my beloved noelle…. she is to precious to a dirty handed mand like him…

And now, I start turning again, tsuita
after a long time of not blogging seriously….
it made me sick to blog…

but now that classes are approaching, perhaps I could give this a try one more time… besides, it’s the only thing that keeps my bottle capped…

I deleted all the other blogs because it bothered me to look back, that’s kind of a weird statement… I know, it is for me too…

OK, this entry is just for telling everybody what i did this summer… Like anyone would be interested…

Boku wa, nani mo shiranakatta : Bokutachi wa, nani mo shiranakatta…

it’s just 2 months of sitting in the couch, watching TV… and the other times, not including the 2 months… days in Cebu and bohol…

No one said that it’s exciting, site seing in bohol… it’s boring…..

Shopping in Cebu, is tiring… but it’s too much fun when yo have money… Sadly. I dont …

The best part of this summer is the anime marathons… sooo cool!!! not sleeping for 2 days straight… That was the life… being able to finish x99, speed graher, the jigoku shoujo and a part of jigoku shoujo 2/ futakomori… Now! before classes start, I shall finish peace maker, and death note… bwhahahaha!!!

And because we all know that summer is quite hot and boring, we also know that the only friend we could have during summer, is the televison.. . Right? at least for me… It’s me and my summer tv Schedule …
Animax, as we all know, is the best channel for me, it’s like my best friend…
it’s the reason why i don’t wana go to school yet… but that’s not good… hahahaha!

and and, the animes i watched in tis particular channel? umm…
ranma, honey and clover, music station, i’m gonna be an angel, galaxy angels, god save our king, rod the tv, detective conan, blood +, air gear? xD… jigoku shoujo, fullmetal alchemist, cardcaptor sakura, and many more… I think xD…

My favorite anime… HONEY AND CLOVER… is the only realistic anime that i watch, but it’s the best… makes me tick, makes me worry, makes me cry… sadly it’s going to finish… I hope they cntinue it to the next season, and play the live Hachimitsu… that would be sooo kawaii… <3 

Enough with the aime talk… i don’t even think you would want to hear more about how i LOVE honey and clover……… and Morita xD…

Back to reality…

Someting wierd happened this summer…

it’s a severe ignorance, didn’t wanna hurt anybody… i don’t know if you know what i mean, if you do, then you do… but dude, even if i did that you kimi no namida wo mitakunai… Ano, ureshii noni kurushikute… kuchi ni shite wa dame, Watachi ni wa, sore wo ubau kenri wa nai… Aa, kamisama… jibun no wo muryoku kamishimeru…  iitakutemo ienakute… koi ni furimawasarete… jibun no kimochi mo wakaranai… Sono, tatta hitokoto ga kikitakute…  Soshite Tomatta jikan ga ugoki-dasu… Soshite Yozora ni ukabu tsuki ni inoru

daijobu ne?
Tokiga sugite, nani mo kamo ga omoide ni naru hiwa kitto kuru…

enough with the drama… that’s all i wanted to say… hope you understood…

Bokuwa karrappo… bokutachiwa karappo… karappo da…
Ai? Karappo da…

Sumimasen desu… sayonara…

that made me want to stop blogging… ^^